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[22 Oct 2004|07:26pm]
my new journal is http://www.livejournal.com/users/____inhaleblood
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[22 Oct 2004|06:35pm]
I didnt go to the show , im depressed as fuck. my life couldnt be fucking worse that it already fucking is. i fucking hate this life. there is no life that im living. it's jsut a fantasy. It's all fucking fake with "parents" not even parents. fucking idiots is what they should fucking be called. what a bunch of motherfuckers. i fucking hate this life. hate this life. hate this life. hate this life.


this reception died in vain.


im not going to use this journal anymore. , and im deleting it. i hate everything that is in it. i hate me and i hate every fucking thing in the world. fuck religion , fuck parents , fuck school , fuck freinds , fuck everything.

cigarettes and bloody kisses.

....if only i can find peace in this life....



i cant wait to move out.
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[20 Oct 2004|10:31pm]
life is always awesome no matter what emotion you may have.



be grateful your living your life and creating destiny.



imagine your kids and how their going to go through with their teens , have a freakin' livejournal and aim and talk to their freidns about drugs and sex.


scary thought , imagine your parents life , scary thought , imagine your future , scary thought.


analyzing is the new painting.
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[17 Oct 2004|04:56pm]
library again

a clockwork orange is a great movie.

i hate the library because i cant go to myspace.

everything in my life is awkward.
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[14 Oct 2004|01:13pm]
[ mood | tired , hungry ]

here i am in the library....

show tomorrow i dont know if i want to go or not... im not too eager to see misery signals again or zao again either.. I would rather hang out with people.

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[13 Oct 2004|09:51am]
[ mood | medicore ]

what up bitches

my life is awesome.

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[07 Oct 2004|10:33am]
Video production.... not going to tonights show.... i dont feel like being around people lately....




tomorrow show for sure....




i hate shaving. im not going to shave.





Gotta call up some long lost gangstas on the weekend. a.k.a. Evora...





GET CRUNK!
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[03 Oct 2004|04:34pm]
Homecoming was cool.

Ryan was amazing.

Ryan and Alexis are awesome.
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[02 Oct 2004|05:10pm]
cool beans.









eh.





not cool.
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sigh [28 Sep 2004|09:48am]
My life sucks.









i hate assholes.
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[26 Sep 2004|06:34am]
HC is next weekend...







will she hang out with me before that?












probably not.









I don't care.
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[23 Sep 2004|09:20pm]
This is an entry from my journal...

the street signs dejavu your eyes as the reflection of your watery cheeks show what everything you ever wanted to know about your present. The future beholds your beloved telephone escape from the cables that were once hung by wood poles that only ment you were struck by a reason. As we thought you were alive you died within the only place you loathed. The place that you called your own. A black hole that bends your magical sensations of disaster and devastation. We never believed the magic words that saved our chemically inhanced self love of malicious malice. The determination of your blessed martyr of silver and gold. I watch the street signs dejavu your eyes as the reflection of your watery cheeks show everything you ever wanted to know about your present.
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[22 Sep 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

whatever , i honestly dont care anymore.

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[20 Sep 2004|10:04pm]
i hate liking girls. that's all.







wait i didnt mean that....







fuck

























tomorrow is a new day.




















i hope you all have a fun day...
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[20 Sep 2004|04:43pm]
I am mo. I am the shit.
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[19 Sep 2004|10:08pm]
I Love Ryan Cox<3
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[17 Sep 2004|04:36pm]
Big fight with parents...




called them "fucking people"




no phone.. soon no internet..




no freinds over.. ever..




bye...
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[13 Sep 2004|07:18pm]
gay.

well , homecoming is coming soon. and i have no idea who to ask. i think i have an idea but who knows. im so gay on things like this. i hate school things but it is my senior year therefore i have to go with someone. but fuck.

anyway,
me and ryan have gotten close in the past few weeks, it's pretty tight.


josh wanted to hang out today but i missed his call and i have no idea if he wanted to come over or me go over there... ryan came over anyway with trent and drew.


i gave away my pot for money , again. it doesetn really matter. pot isnt big for me.


girls are lame.


sept 17th = blood brothers
sept 18th = evora

go to the shows , or your not my freind.

piece<3
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[09 Sep 2004|05:34pm]
yeah... im stupid.
















i know.
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[07 Sep 2004|08:23pm]
Lame.


I need to stick with one crowd.


I like the sort of new friends im hanging out with.


Im seeing less and less of the old freinds.

I have nothing against that.


some people need make up their minds about things.


I hate penny pinchers.


Im tired of caring.


im tired of everything.


I wish I had a best friend.


I sense a break in freindship over a petty thing.

It doesent seem like it matters.

This entry is cool


This weekend is going to be HELLA tight.


Myles birthday on friday.


Tight.

Video production is Tight becuase of the people in it.


im out.


peace
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